wear ‘em high
working on my daenerys cosplay for AB!
admiring j while he is stretching before bed. looks like he is trying to move the wall. hehe
The way I see it is; everyone has bad moments. Some last longer than others. You could have a bad moment once a day, once a week, once a year. You could have a really bad moment that drags out as sort of a spell that lasts too long. You start to wonder what your true goal is and where you are going. You question friendships, you lose hope, you just get stuck. Every single person on this planet will have bad moments. Every single person will go through something in their life where they may not want to keep going. You get to this point where you feel like you have lost every single thing that you once had; happiness, a relationship, a great job, supportive friendships, a clean academic record, social balance…and you can barely remember a time when everything was okay.
This part is very important. You will be at the bottom, you will forget what it’s like to be happy and you may have lost everything-BUT, once you are here, scraping by with what little dignity you have left and feeling worse than ever, you MUST keep going. Once you are there…you can only go up. Keep going forward. The road ahead will go up and it may even have some twists and turns. You may even come to a similar place again- but that is just a reminder of where you were and a message from the universe to keep going and stop looking back. Keep going keep going keep going. I can honestly say, nothing can stop you if you don’t let it. Don’t let anything stop you. Keep going.
I was there once. Nobody will understand. It will feel like everyone in your life is okay and you will question why you are the way that you are. It may not seem clear now, but your life will change. I can promise that. Things will change and you will change and you will get better. Aim for the place that you wanna be, aim for the happy feeling you get in your tummy or the squints your eyes make when you smile. I am here now, and it’s happy and sunny and everything that I want it to be. I know now what happiness I deserve and you will too. Keep going!
I just won two tickets to go see Lorde in Boston! Hell yeah
Had a great afternoon with Jared today.